The twilight Zone

Thats the name of the book i am Reading these days.All too christian ad Vatican for me but interesting.
There is movie of same title newly released,didn't have a chance to watch it. A good description of the fictional Illuminati and masons and how they work against Vatican.
All faiths have some concept of secretive cult working to protect the religion and some others using their mystical powers against the protectors.
In islam there is the concept of 40 men working under the immortal khidr and the 4 men guarding the four directions (east,west,north and south) and the most illusive commandate,a one man show who is the guardian of natural laws,he makes sure that things fall down not up and water remains wet not dry and likewise. All adding up to an important number in islam,the number 9.Four plus zero plus four plus one. An aerial shot of the grand mosque in mecca reveals a building built in the shape of a large 9.
Ok ok i got carried away

We have our own views about armed forces,some say they are a burden on tax payers,for others they are saviors of the nation,but how do they feel? specially those who have fought an actual war.
My grand dad was a colonel in the British army in second world war and fought in the far east,most of the time in the jungles of Burma. I never saw him as he died before i was born. My dad fought with the Pakistani army against Indian army and Bangladeshi freedom fighters,and the amount of blood and gore he saw effected him so much that he could never talk about it for more than 10 minutes and always changed the subject. He could never forget the civilian he had to shoot in the head to save him from a painful death,because his guts had fallen out due to ruptured belly and trailing behind him while he was dragging himself towards a hospital which had just been destroyed in an air raid.
Are they given back enough for their sufferings? shall we argue with British soldiers about right and wrong of iraq war? Politicians sent them and they only did their duty.If anybody is to be blamed,its the politicians. Are the solders helped in dealing with their ordeal wen they come back? or are they left alone to suffer?
Do the families treat them well when they come back,or the partner simply looses interest due to his long absence,and later the teen age children give him a mouthful "for not being there when they needed him".

since i am from Pakistan,i regularly read news about the country. whats in the news? bomb blasts,war against militants (the so called Taliban) and hundreds of thousands of internal refugees fleeing the war zone.
I am not too sure about the tribal areas,but people of sawat are generally peaceful.Why such a huge military operation against them? i haven't got a clue.The people of sawaat have long been demanding islamic law in their area instead of pakistan national law,and the government has always denied. i say if the people are happy to live under shariah so be it,why try stopping them.
In Islamabad a puppet government is sitting with their chords being controlled from Washington.They could not invade us but they managed to turn us against ourselves.Should i shout anti american slogans? well whatever they are saying,eventually its Pakistanis who are acting upon it,not americans.
Taliban or not,americans or somebody else,end of the day is general public who suffers the most. people who just want to survive the day peacefully.
still gordon the brown says that Pakistan should do more to tackle terrorism?

is it really that dark down there?

Nop i havent turned gay,i been on a mission to finish this video game called "crash bandicoot".